Down 1M trying to predict the future(s)

Opened early in may and have been averaging up a couple times. Will let it ride till expiration. Used a combination of futes and options to up the leverage. Figured some of you might have gotten nuked recently and would like to see this. This is quite the birthday present but money comes and goes.

Futures gains/losses are "realized" daily so these read as unrealized but the money is definitely gone.